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I've had a revelation! :O
Its just dawned on me that i have no life whatsoever D:
I mean, i wake up, go to college (usually in one of my moods), get home, eat and sleep and then it begins again!
The highlight of my day is having a bubble bath or, if i haven't got too much work to do, lighting some scented candles and watching a half decent film.
I swear i think im having a mid life crisis a few decades too soon!
I feel as if i'm lacking something, well, missing something :/
As if my life's mundane and pretty much ready to end before its even begun :(
Im just so melancholy all the time. Its killing me slowly.
I think i could get hit by a bus tomorrow and i'd have wasted all my time moping about, what's the point? I don't know what to think anymore :(
I keep wondering will it always be like this? Or maybe it's gunna get worse as time goes on...maybe i'll die alone and depressed with nothing to show for the time i've spent living.
That scares me to the point of tears.


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