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For A Pessimist Im Pretty Optimistic.

A few months ago i said; "The thing that scares me the most is that I'm just not good enough for my wonderful boyfriend. He's amazing and i've done nothing at all to deserve him, so why have I got him? I wish i knew. All i know is I'm really lucky...the suspicious thing is, I'm never ever lucky...so that means I'm eventually going to lose him :( I have this feeling that (although he's nothing like the guys I've been out with before) he'll eventually do what the others did; open his eyes, say "What the hell was i thinking!?" and then up and leave me for someone short, thin, pretty and big boobed with eyebrows that match their hair colour and a smile that could melt hearts of ice. (So the exact opposite of me basically)."
I have one thing to say; trust your gut. I knew it would happen, and it totally did. Trust nobody but yourself. Expect the worst and you'll soften the blow. Hoorah for pessimism.
xxx

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Neetish Mutty
Apr. 28th, 2012 10:56 am (UTC)
U r just amazing!!! haha
Milton Tromp
Jun. 17th, 2012 07:41 pm (UTC)
milton
Oh my god your such a pessimist!. its true that peaple lie or do things that hurts others but if you decide to not trust anyone you will eventualy end up misserble or at the very least never realy happy
if you lose trust you lose the one way to make you happy and lose yourself in the procces. dont let that happend
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